Tuesday, September 16, 2008


I am truly convinced that I have a disease. Symptoms: Paranoia, self-doubt, low self-esteem and self pity. Cause: A pattern of betrayal from people whom I deeply cared about. Cure: I'm still working on it.

I've been betrayed by different folk with different strokes. Some of which have deeply scarred my sense of being and some I have grown to forgive. Nonetheless, it has molded me into a distrustful human being. Tragic, isn't it?

Sunday, September 14, 2008

My all time favorite TV series!!!

Hiro: "Save the cheerleader, save the world!"

Dr. House: " Do I get bonus points if I act like I care?"

Dr. House: : "Knowing is always better than not knowing."

Dr. House: "You do realize that the point of metaphors is to scare people from doing things by telling them that something much scarier is going to happen, than what will really happen? God, I wish I had a metaphor to explain that better."

Dr. House: "You talk to God, you're religious. God talks to you, you're psychotic."

Dr. House: " Idiots are fun. No wonder every village wants one."

* Christina: "You know, I know a liar when I see one because I am a liar."

* Meredith: "Maybe we like pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we wouldn't just feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels good when I stop."

* Meredith: "Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need."

* Meredith: "Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

* Gabrielle: "The way I see it is that good friends support each other after something bad has happened, great friends act as if nothing has happened."

* Bree: " This is the way I see it, good friends offer to help in a crisis, great friends don't take no for an answer."

* Carrie: "After a breakup, certain streets, locations, even times of day are off-limits. The city becomes a deserted battlefield, loaded with emotional landmines. You have to be very careful where you step or you could be blown to pieces."

Carrie rules!!!

Well, it's about time!!! I was able to score a dvd for this movie since I wasn't able to catch in the movie theatre. =( Yab just find it to "girly" for his taste so I just have to wait for the dvd release for this movie.

I actually haven't seen the movie yet, I'm planning to when Yab leaves for Cebu this Tue. I'll have my hands full then with "Sex and the City" movie and "Desperate Housewives Season 4" dvd marathon. Harhar!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

How do I go about this? =)

Yeah, I admit. It has been a long time since I've seriously considered making a journal, moreso, make it public. Back in my college days, I religiously kept everything in one little book until one person callously violated my privacy and read its contents, demanding explanations for things I've done in the past. Well, that was unfair, wasn't it?
Well, I confess to have made that grave mistake, too... right after I found he (a different person this time) cheated on me and during that time, I just had the urged to read his little black book, just in case he missed filling me in with the details with his affair. But that's older than history now. I've got a much different life then what I had and what's important, they are all out of my life now. Now, that's something to smile about.

Well, no promises here. Believe me, when your life's pretty predictable day by day, having a journal can get pretty old. ;)